Chaos Spayce Marine's Recent Activity

  1. Chaos Spayce Marine replied to the thread Broke up with my girlfriend over fears over future, worried now that porn could have contributed.

    Day 10 clear, urges tried to creep up on me today, came outta no where, found some stuff in my laptops recycle bin from last relapse,...

    May 19, 2024 at 12:46 PM
  2. Chaos Spayce Marine replied to the thread Broke up with my girlfriend over fears over future, worried now that porn could have contributed.

    Day 9 cleared, went to the game and currently painting, not much to report, pretty chill atm

    May 18, 2024 at 3:24 PM
  3. Chaos Spayce Marine replied to the thread Broke up with my girlfriend over fears over future, worried now that porn could have contributed.

    Last post was late, day 8 cleared, gf was over till about lunch, she made me coffee and a bacon sandwich while I was wfh :) just back...

    May 17, 2024 at 4:04 PM
  4. Chaos Spayce Marine replied to the thread Broke up with my girlfriend over fears over future, worried now that porn could have contributed.

    Day 7 cleared, got a defiler (big warhammer model) for 20 quid yesterday!. Next project. Gf has her scan today so ill be saying a few...

    May 17, 2024 at 9:20 AM
  5. Chaos Spayce Marine replied to the thread Broke up with my girlfriend over fears over future, worried now that porn could have contributed.

    Hey folks, forgot to update yesterday, girlfriend is over and been very busy, day 6 was all good, too busy to slip, hope we are all doin...

    May 16, 2024 at 4:12 AM
  6. Chaos Spayce Marine liked AbelHimself's post in the thread I watch porn without masturbate.

    No, that's just your addiction talking. Been there.

    May 14, 2024 at 1:09 PM
  7. Chaos Spayce Marine replied to the thread Broke up with my girlfriend over fears over future, worried now that porn could have contributed.

    Day 5 clear: keeping busy, in office again, in pub with mate for dinner then gym later, was very anxious until about lunch time, gf sent...

    May 14, 2024 at 12:39 PM
  8. Chaos Spayce Marine replied to the thread Broke up with my girlfriend over fears over future, worried now that porn could have contributed.

    Also started to get guitar callouses, picked it up for the first time in years, my relationship was happier than it ever has been, I...

    May 13, 2024 at 12:37 PM
  9. Chaos Spayce Marine replied to the thread Broke up with my girlfriend over fears over future, worried now that porn could have contributed.

    Ps: just reminds me how much it isnt worth it, ive got so much done without it, 750 points of world eaters painted over my last streak,...

    May 13, 2024 at 12:35 PM
  10. Chaos Spayce Marine replied to the thread Broke up with my girlfriend over fears over future, worried now that porn could have contributed.

    Day 4 cleared, was a rough one, still is but it has been 96 hours since relapse to the minute. Forgot how much my anxiety had dissapated...

    May 13, 2024 at 12:32 PM
  11. Chaos Spayce Marine replied to the thread Difference between slip and relapse.

    exactly why I reset my counter to be safe, better to call it before time.

    May 13, 2024 at 11:55 AM
  12. Chaos Spayce Marine liked JiuJitsuGuy's post in the thread Difference between slip and relapse.

    There's no point in finding the differences. One leads to the other that leads to the other... etc... The idea is to get used to stop...

    May 13, 2024 at 11:54 AM
  13. Chaos Spayce Marine replied to the thread Difference between slip and relapse.

    When in doubt its a relapse, there is a difference in how you feel after. So for example, if I peek at some soft core stuff and stop...

    May 13, 2024 at 11:11 AM
  14. Chaos Spayce Marine liked AntiSocialMark's post in the thread Fighting Against myself.

    Hi, Im Mark, Admitting my problem is probably the hardest thing i’ve ever done, but since i was 14 years old, porn came into my life as...

    May 13, 2024 at 7:15 AM
  15. Chaos Spayce Marine replied to the thread Fighting Against myself.

    Hey bud, first off be kinder to yourself, shame and self abasement will just make you relapse, 14 y/o you didnt know any better. Most...

    May 13, 2024 at 7:12 AM