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bsdfj
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bsdfj

Fapstronaut, Male, 28

After a lot of thoughts, not scared of death or suffering animaré. I wont fight nature. I take it as it is and thats it. Go with the flow. May 10, 2024 at 9:59 PM

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    1. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      After a lot of thoughts, not scared of death or suffering animaré. I wont fight nature. I take it as it is and thats it. Go with the flow.
      May 10, 2024 at 9:59 PM
    2. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      What to you think happens when life ends? Do you worry about that? I am scared. How do you deal with that? What are your thoughts?
      May 9, 2024 at 10:50 PM
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      2. Wizardrabbit
        Wizardrabbit
        We die first when we're forgotten, so try to live a life that is hardly forgettable.
        May 10, 2024 at 12:44 AM
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      3. Roady
        Roady
        When I die, I will meet Jesus and spend the rest of eternity with Him :)
        May 10, 2024 at 4:21 PM
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    3. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      Scared to shit about death. I want myself and friends to live for ever. Anyone else shares that same fear?
      May 8, 2024 at 12:15 AM
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    4. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      If anyone need to talk you can DM me and we can share our stories. +10 years daily PMO / 27 yo
      May 5, 2024 at 8:56 PM
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    5. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      Lost a lot of drive since last relapse. Awful
      May 5, 2024 at 2:28 PM
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    6. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      Panic attack came back after 3 months. Sad, part of the process. Keep going
      May 5, 2024 at 1:18 AM
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    7. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      A lion in the zoo become depressed/anxious because he is fed with fresh meat without hunting. Ring a Bell with PMO?
      May 2, 2024
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      2. Roady
        Roady
        Good one!
        May 2, 2024
    8. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      May 1st. Fresh start. No more sexting/social media. When I get triggered I wont reach out to ex girls but encourage myself to meet new ones
      May 1, 2024
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    9. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      Anxiety hits hard after relapse. Going through hard times bc of frustration of relapsing and the well being before that.
      May 1, 2024
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    10. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      Feel bad (anxious/low energy) after O after 70 days of streak. How do you feel after O? It is incredible.
      Apr 29, 2024
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    11. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      An ex girl started a sex chat with me out of nowhere. I Oed a little without even M, just from reading her text. Thoughts? Is a relapse?
      Apr 27, 2024
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      3. SilentWolfSong
        SilentWolfSong
        So it's someone in real life that you know? If so, I wouldn't reset.. because it's not a stranger on a computer screen. You were envisioning a real life experience with a real life person... not a sex worker... that could actually happen? From a NF perspective, with the information I have now, I do not think you should reset.
        Apr 27, 2024
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      4. bsdfj
        bsdfj
        Yes; is a girl I have good relationship. At first I thought the same as you; but as I am doing semen retention I consider that O like a reset unfortunately, even though I try to hold it back. Moreover, any kind of virtual sexual stimulation I think is not that good in a reboot process. Sex chats are dangerous for me!
        Thanks for the reply brother
        Apr 27, 2024
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      5. SilentWolfSong
        SilentWolfSong
        I completely understand and respect that!
        Apr 27, 2024
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    12. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      75 days. Last 3 days I went back to IG (I will close it right now) + hot chat with a girl I used to date. Taking action to avoid relapse RN.
      Apr 23, 2024
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      2. Ghost️
        Ghost️
        We all make mistakes, but it’s good you’re noticing the red flags and taking action. Good luck!
        Apr 23, 2024
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      3. bsdfj
        bsdfj
        @ghost thanks brother. Hope you are doing well, I would like to know about your story/actual streak
        Apr 23, 2024
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      4. Ghost️
        Ghost️
        I don’t have much of a story. Used M and P to cope with childhood trauma. Been on a long journey of recovery. Started with being unable to go a full day, to getting a couple weeks. I’ve had bouts of 60 -30 days but nothing more. Progress is being made but it’s tough to stay patient.
        Apr 24, 2024
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    13. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      Be careful once you surpass flatline/withdawals; once you become overconfident you can mess up. Always have in mind why you started nofap
      Apr 20, 2024
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    14. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      70 days for the first time in 27 years
      Apr 18, 2024
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      2. The_beast
        The_beast
        Ignore the days.. count each day.. it's a life long process... Days are illusion... You can keep this up buddy.. one step at a time..
        Apr 19, 2024
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    15. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      60 days! For the first time in my life... got a journal on my posts
      Apr 9, 2024
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    16. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      50 days! Check our my journal for more information
      Mar 30, 2024
    17. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      Have anyone thought ever how our lives would have been all these last years if internet(porn) didnt exist?
      Mar 28, 2024
      2. Khufu
        Khufu
        it would be like is was long ago, everyone outside doing stuff
        Mar 28, 2024
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      3. bsdfj
        bsdfj
        Yes, with a lot of energy and no withdrawals; never is too late!
        Mar 28, 2024
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      4. White Sheep
        White Sheep
        I think our minds would have found a way to go the way our minds have gone now. You just find a subtitute for internet (porn)
        Mar 28, 2024
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    18. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      Second saddest day of my life after dad passed away. Grandma passed away. Wont use PMO to cope with sadness and fears again as I did in past
      Mar 27, 2024
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      2. Yin&Yang-Yūki
        Yin&Yang-Yūki
        Hey i know where you coming from. You can turn sadness into proud, sounds silly? It isn't. They left over their hard work and dedication to become whatever they want and they did. Now they're on a better place and now its your turn to become whatever you want! Free from pmo! And its you showing that you're strong and they will be proud of you.
        Mar 27, 2024
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    19. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      Day 45 of no PMO! Got a journal if you want to check out.
      Mar 25, 2024
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    20. bsdfj
      bsdfj
      When you are feeling well on a long streak do not get overly confident and never forget how bad you will feel some days after a relapse
      Mar 22, 2024
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    Previous streak: 78 days (Feb 9th 24) - Relapse bc of sexting (only O - without M)

    Actual streak: No PMO - No Social media - No Sex Chats
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