Comments on Profile Post by Rationaliser

Man's deepest instinct, even beyond that of survival, is meaning. Only being able to stick to pursuits and disciplinary habits until my enthusiasm runs out inricates the need for more fundamental troubleshooting in my life.

My hyper-analytical mind naturally dissects everything I pursue into trivial and seemingly meaningless components and narratives; and that gradually deflates all the enthusiasm and motivation I hold.

I know that I need to be driven, not motivated. And that can only come from pursuing something meaningful.

In the pursuit and in the name of finding meaning, I'm preparing myself to take a massive step in life, and I'm extremely anxious to take that step.