Skinny Paul

Hi there!

I'm a sex-crazed man who has failed to grow up mentally because of this, stopped in my teenage years where penis jerking is the most important thing in life. I've been trying to shut down access to the computer, but I'm starting to realize more and more that the banning methods don't work. At all. Prohibitions are also like drugs - a quick fix. Yes, I can't do it here and now, okay, I'll wait, I'll wait for the moment and outsmart myself. God, how many times have I played investigator and criminal inside me...I'm so tired. I don't want to fight with myself. I don't want to forbid myself anything. God gave me freedom of choice, why do I choose to take it away from myself?! I am at the point of a radical revision of my behavior toward myself. Now I want to understand myself, not just forbid something without understanding why I do it.

I wish everyone success in understanding themselves!