Recent Content by AGradeAGuy

I can't remember what my last record is. I think it's about two months. This run seems much more challenging. I'm edging quite a bit. No...

Hanging in there…barely.

Just a quick note to say I’m still alive and doing okay. Scale of 1-10 as far as desire wanting to use PMO is about a four. Given how long...

While this thread began originally as call for accountability partners, due to lack of interest, it became a journal. I considered moving it to...

Haven't checked in for a while, but still going. Going strong? Not so much. But hanging in there. Going from really taking advantage not wasting...

Feeling improved.

Well despite not giving an entry everyday, I've made it a solid week. Despite my forays of intrigue, I've managed to stay the course. I feel as...

That’s an interesting notion! But one that requires a method of discriminating between contractors with the wisdom to renovate—constructing a...

Didn’t even get a chance for a plan. Woke up with one of my hybrid headaches at about 4:30 a.m. Did the usual things to address it and dozed but...

I’ve faith that once I’m the master of my thoughts and actions (or at least much improved) I’ll be able to not be awkward, more social, and take...

I believe that’s what’s known as flatlining. I kinda wish I was there. My libido is ridiculously high right now and I’m still endeavoring with...

It finally culminated in me becoming profoundly suicidally depressed. And the abuse continued. As a result of the abuse I wasn’t allowed to have...

Not really. She was always mentally ill and due to her borderline personality disorder, codependency, and long enabling by her family, it was as...

It is at this point unless anyone wants to join me for checking in/accountability.

Early on in recovery for another addiction I expressed to fellow recovering addicts how it felt as if my then gf/fianceé and I were out of synch....