TooOldNotToQuit

Started around age 7, became a Christian when i turned 17 thought that would do the trick, it got worse... I've been fired for it, three times. It affects a large area of my life and I honestly feel that if I don't get help i will never have the power to stop. I'm 42, a father of 3, step-dad to 4 (7 total). 2nd marriage of 5 years, my 1st was for 17. I'm a guitarist I have a solo career and play in other bands including as a worship leader... I've read many books, sought counseling, and I go to a great meeting once a week that deals with addictions, my wife also attends. I joined a soccer team recently and I coach my 10yr old sons team. I'm ready to stop.

Music, Soccer, Hunting, Fishing, Camping, Family