Hello mates First of all sorry for my bad english. If someone dont understand a word you can ask me. I heard about nofap, at the beginning of this year. But Im struggling with this addiction since last Christmas. It was the point when I noticed that it makes me feel depressed and anxious after i do it. even if i do it without porn. Im a very sexual person, my libidos is always on pump, so i started fapping at the age of 13 i think. It was a fcking great feeling, can't forget this day. I was faping at a sex scene from a mainstream movie (Mr Black with Brad Pit) In time I improved, got sone dvds, got a computer, later I became internet. I always was an introverted child cause of some familiar reasons. With 15 i began to drink alcohol, lot of alcohol and most of the time vodka and hard stuff with 18 i began to smoke weed and till one month ago i was consuming all kind of drugs. opiates, amphetamines, psychedelics, benzodiazepines, alcohol. Im now addicted to all kind of sht since approx ten years, fapping a little longer. I tried since that Christmas to stop faping many times, always chrashed after 14days. The longest road was 16 or 17. Now im again at day 13 and i will do it till the end. There wont be a way back this time. I left my hometown, left all my friends, family and everyone who knows me. Im trying to become a new and fresh person, the person who i always was but never had the chance to be shown. Glad to be here
i wrote that im off since one month. I havent done any drugs since than and i never will do. I think this sounds good
