So I watched a couple twitch irl's of some hot girls last night. One was a girl playing just dance with a belly shirt. I didn't watch too long... The other was a girl who works at hooters with her hooters shirt on and short shorts. She basically just talked with her breasts hanging out and doing handstands sometimes and you see her great body. I woke up this morning wanting to watch something similar to it again but I feel it's wrong. I will no longer be watching twitch irl anymore because of the temptation. My question is should I reset my badge? I didn't fap or anything but I did get a little aroused.
If you watched it with your mother and girlfriend, you do not need to reset. You can blame your mother for having chosen it and manipulating you to watch it to keep her happy.
No I didn't watch it with my mom or a girlfriend that I don't even have ha. I was just checking out the channel (I'm new to twitch) and I feel that I entered a dangerous zone for someone of my addiction. I don't feel too guilty about it though because I'm not going back there again but I do feel that I trespassed a bit into somewhere I shouldn't have been. All in all the channel was based on entertainment and not really for sexual arousal but still showed their body a bit
Sounds like you are learning fast. That is a good sign. We each have our places that we do not need to visit. You may want to develop new interests and locations. Hope you stay strong and keep improving.