Sorry for the late answer. My weekend was full of work and no time to think about anything (including stupid). It is going alright I guess thanks @Fortitudo . I talked to a fellow student last night about it all and that really helped pushed me on, and we now started a challenge where we have to make a mark in the room of the other person, if we do something stupid. Two days ago I actually watched some porn again and masturbated, yet then I realized that I win nothing with it and shut it down. I realized that I shouldn't be to hard on myself about everything, therefore the challenge gives my fellow student and me a "free pass" each week that is on a certain day, and each of us can decide to take it then, or push further. That's it from me talk too you soon
Actually I should make a mark in both the rooms.. Actually I woke up in the middle of the night and could not resist masturbation. But I'm back on track again.
I know that feeling. Great tp hear that you are back on track, keep pushing. Today started out good.. goodish... bad I woke up earlier then usual to look at porn and masturbate (without orgasm). And over the day had lewd thoughts watched again but always quit before anything happened. Two minutes ago, after building up (literally) over a day, just after I stopped, I came. realising now (why always after thou?) That it was a stupid Idea. Back on track for the long run again no excuses.
Yea, things got a little tricky for me too. Same protocol, I woke up and masturbate before I could realize Ok, let's do this! I was seriously motivated to a 90 days challenge. Now I'm seriously motivated for my third time!
