I believe we are going to achieve excellence this november. We are about to destroy this challenge. HELL YEAH SON
Had a wet dream this morning. I feel less sexually tense but now I have the chaser effect to look forward to. Gonna stay strong.
Another day goes by. We sail forth. Heave ho! I know one thing, urges hit you with their most potent assault either when you are at your worst, or when you aren't paying attention, and you think you have it all under control.
Very true, also I find that old triggers can build up over time from smaller triggers happening. Something that doesn't bother me nearly as much still can if I allow small things to build up over time. Mediation prayer, and openly expressing things definitely helps.
Day 10 complete. After the wet dream this morning the chaser effect was horrendous but the worst of it has passed.
Well, avoiding going out in public as much has helped me--although thats been quite unintentional; Id rather work on myself in private these days. I'm a third of the way there, and there's no way I'm breaking til December 1st But man, I had some sexy, sexy dirty little thoughts swimming thru my head while I was going through urges. I accept it as a passing feeling that is only temporary. But I suspect these urges to come on stronger and more frequently. Who knows, maybe they won't. Cheerzing all the way to December 1st
