Day 19 of 30 Boredom and loneliness: These days I feel so alone, I miss my family, I miss my girl, I try calling or texting but that doesn't seem to be enough to numb the pain. I started watching stranger things season 3 yesterday just to kill time. I am yet to get over the need to procrastinate. Erotic dreams: I had really sexual dreams last night, that's two nights in a row but I woke up due to my fear of STI's lol, I love myself too much to put me at risk even in my sleep. Day summary: The day was just okay, sexual urge stayed at an average. Office drama and the feeling of being ignored by my girl took major hits on my mood. Love is the next addiction I need to kill. Mood: 4/10 Productivity: 1/10 Still NO pmo, still going strong and I'm so proud of myself for that.
