How do I quit femdom addiction? I have finally got my shit together. 21, I am studying, got a decent part time job, fit, looksmaxxed and have more energy than ever before. However femdom addiction is damaging my self esteem. The thing is, I used to fap once a day since I was 14 and mostly to normal girls, but maybe once a week to tall girls and thoughts of them humiliating my smaller size/lift and carrying me. Quitting fapping seemed easy to me this year, but always after a month or so in on nofap, I get this druglike adrenaline rush to thoughts about femdom and I can't concentrate on anything useful before fapping multiple times to it. And I fucking hate it instantly after relapsing. I already hate it during fapping but the arousal is so high that yesterday I came solely to thoughts of it without using hands or dry humping, that's how fucking intense it is. I try to not have these thoughts but during last relapse, I got the first femdom thought at around day 30, and I tried to fight against the arousal for 2 days but then I had to give up and I just came to my pants sitting on couch and thinking about being toyed around by some thick and tall volleyball girl. These thoughts are mostly being pinned against the wall by the girl or being lifted and carried and other forms of lite femdom. My heart rate is already up having to write about this (getting aroused). Guys, I've tried nofap and it does not seem to work, how do I rewire my brain to stop getting so aroused by femdom/tall and strong girls?
