jk243

Renewing my decision to stay clean

Day zero

Day 0

0/99

Despair

Big binge today after almost a month free

3 weeks clean but it is getting hard

Dealing with withdrawals symptoms, almost 20 days no pmo

“I am not a product of my circumstances. I am a product of my decisions.” — Stephen R. Covey

It sucks man. Relapsing on Sunday after praying all week. I have flu. Fought temptation the whole night just to fail .

Binged, but I cannot give up

Starting to lose hope

I am ashamed of myself. I relapsed again after again one week clean. There was no apparent reason and this is what I am finding embarrassing

What a bad week, relapsed 3 times and even today . I am letting myself go so easily .

One week clean then relapsed today . It is easier for me to go day without it but I couldn’t sleep and had wet dreams chasing me. Day 0

Day 0 again sadly , just relapsed twice

Day 3/90

Didn’t relapse but I am feeling down man, I have nothing left on my bank account.

Boredom is kicking me. I feel like I am lacking purpose and whatever I do is bringing me to ground zero. Day 0

It's not about the streak, it is about the percentage. If you are batting 1.000% and you get one strike-out, your batting average doesn't go down to 0%. You still have a high batting avg. Keep your head up and just keep doing what you were doing before.