Just another porn addict

Hello, I'm Alex and I am a porn addict. I've been browsing youtube and luckly found out about this website throughout one of the videos. I've read some posts on /nofap reddit, and decided for myself to fight it back. Just like in any addiction, either its drugs or alcohol or anything else, the first step you have to make, is to admit you are in a possession of this weakness to pleasure yourself by watching porn, and start a long way of recovery, step by step, day by day until you feel free. It's been only 2 days since last PMO but I'm eager to continue this count until I reach the goal, that is taking my life back from this addiction.

 

So for the past 10 days i relapsed 2 times, first one on day 7, second one on the day 3. Even though i failed, i did cut amount of mastrubations to 2 in 10 days, and did not use porn to relapse. There's still a long way to go, but one step of a time.

 

Not really well. Had a lot of stress recently, so my day count was low all this time. Trying to fight by not watching the porn at least. And also there is one girl that I chat on internet, she lives far away from me, but she puts me in sexual mood by teasing from time to time

 

I've been in a good mood for the past 4 days. I've stoped talking to the girl that was triggering me to relapse, now i talk to her just occasionally. I dont have the blury feeling, like you get after relapse and overal i feel much better because i control myself.

 

Just wanted to say hello, and say that so far, so good. From faping every day 1-3 times, I went to 1-3 times a month. Still can't control myself to go over 5-7 days without relapsing once.

 

Going full 90 days this time. Writing this so i would read this everytime before i do something stupid

 

Me and my girlfriend are in different cities right now, and we will only see each other in August. I started my streak 2 weeks ago and plan on keeping it until we meet.