Introducing myself

Hello everyone. I am pretty new to all this, and ive always been ashamed to talk about this kind of stuff. Im 31 years old, and the father of 2. I am happily married to the love of my life, but my addiction has become a hindrance in our relationship. I have lied to her about it numerous times, but no matter how hard i try i just cant shake the urge. I feel disgusted in myself, and am in dire need of help. I look forward to joining a group of people with similar problems so that i may find a way to better understand myself and my urges.

 

Yes I dont want to jeopardize everything that makes me happy. I truly love my wife even though she drives me batshit crazy, and i understand whole heartedly where she is coming from. Ive been watching porn for so many years that it just seems to be a normal for me so i know it will be hard, but im ready to push out of this addiction. I have stopped drinking alcohol in excess, stopped doing drugs, and almost completely given up nicotine. Im ready for the last step to becoming the man i know i can be.