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Addicted to the wrong things...

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Zigzagzigzag, Jul 21, 2019.

  1. Zigzagzigzag

    Zigzagzigzag New Fapstronaut

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    So here’s a strange confession.

    Probably been masturbating for about 15 years, pretty sure I was forcing it out before I’d properly started puberty. Now the problem is I’m addicted to some crazy stuff that In no way relates to me or my environment or even my
    Interests but it seems one click in the wrong place all those years ago has lead me into a destructive pattern.

    The question I have is will my penis grow and my balls stop being so tight if I give up completely. I’m pretty sure my penis has gone into hiding, I can’t get arroused by human contact anymore or at least on a date anyway. Everything just feels so numb.

    When I say everything I mean motivation, inspiration, vision, penis, emotions.

    Does anything else feel like this is hopeless and we are actually being programmed by other outlets to pursue porn. What is going on with all this hijacking our brains, I’m sure not every women wants a monster cock, or do they.

    Right so does anyone else have experience with masturabting from their teens and then stopping and having an almost second coming of puberty, coz I feel like I missed puberty.
     
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