Hi guys, I would like to say sorry for my english from the start, not my main language: So a little about me: I'm 22 years old,still a virgin and have been dealing with porn, particularly with femdom addiction for over 10 years now I believe. PMO basically ruined my life.It made me lazy,unmotivated,socially awkward,very sad all the time and very timid individual.Spending his free time just fantasizing,watching porn and doing nothing.Constantly avoiding to be in a social situation. I only had one real girlfriend my entire life and I couldn't have sex because I couldn't get an erection(PIED).That and me being very timid,passive,not masculine enough made me lose the only relationship I had in my life.Also watching porn and masturbating all the time caused me to be very awkward around girls and people in general and I can't count enough how many chances I blew both with girls and making friends. Last year I've made a couple positive changes in my life, to name a few:Found a good paying job surrounded with amazing people,found a passion in powerlifting and now I have a clear goal what I want to become in life: a personal trainer to help others achieve their goals in fitness,making them stronger,healthier etc. I've failed NoFap sooo many times and the only good streak(around 60 days) was when I broke up with my EX hoping that she would come back for some reason.And that is why I'm here, I need a reason, I need motivation to achieve this goal and to make a promise to you guys and hopefully inspire you with succeeding with my goal which is going PMO free until my birthday(26 april). So here it is: I promise you guys that I WILL NOT masturbate,watch porn,edge the next 90 days.I'll make sure to update you guys every week or so too keep myself busy and not really obsess over this because I think counting every day does more harm then good and eventually thinking about it all the time will cause you to cave in. Thanks who ever read this long post, I could've written so much more but I didn't want to make this too long, so if you have any questions I will be happy to answer them and ANY advice is appreciated. Lets get this done
I wish to copy your title and plan to modify it. NoFap until my deathday (Already done major damages due to fapping)
Well that is the long term goal of course but for now for me personally I think the best thing is to have a couple of small and clear goals.Trying to be more social,getting out of my comfort zone,acquire new hobbies and of course not fapping until my birthday.And yes PMO can ruin a life and the more you prolong it the worse it gets imo but it's never to late to change your life around. Great job on the 74 days btw, keep it up!
