Just invited to Real Madrid vs Barcelona on AUG 3rd at MetLife Stadium in New Jersey. I understand this is a good soccer game?
First time ever for a date to be a sporting event! Apparently very good box seats. I am not a sports person but will be interesting I guess.
Nofap day 190/365. Hardmode Day 128/365. Saw the psychiatrist today. Not much progress but he wants me to continue on the meds!
Day 2. Had some thoughts but put them aside. Did some stuff to keep me occupied as to not think about anything sexual. One step closer.
Hi Talz! Sounds great with your "man group"! Is it something recovery-related? A group of old friends? I also read about your beetle encounter with interest :D To me, such things bring me joy. Even when I see a jumping spider running over my laminate floor. Have a good day!
Had to reverse engineer my bloody laptop to delete the Microsoft Store. That's the lengths I have to go.
Tbh it didn't feel too bad, I just snuggled in bed and took a lay down for a bit. The regrets do kick in tho. I knew it was inevitable given the stress and burnout so it was more of a matter of when. Edging is very dangerous, it's Pavlonian where you get teased with a treat so much that you crave it even more.
Morning wood is fine imo, you learn to control it and use the energy that comes from it for more important things throughout the day. Edging is self-inflicted psychological torture.
Relapsed. Should have been wiser, found a loophole while scrolling. I was having such a good day too. Well, I tried lads.
Trying to get rid of the loophole. Think I am just going to relax until it's time to go to bed. Get my energy back up for tomorrow, wake up at 5:30, go for a quick jog.
Day 31 without masturbation. Day 1 w/o edging. Was slipping so bad, but my friend helped me to recommit and am now close to 24hrs edge free.
